ok so its been a long time and i would really like to update on whats been happening but... im gunna rant. basically im really pissed off with pretty much eveeryone. there are a small handfull of people in my life that haven't either pissed me off or let me down.
a few simple rules.
i dont have much time and if i choose to spend it with you that is because i like you even if that emans i am asleep. this may sound strange but hey. its something i do. im not ignoring you its just that i trust you and im really tired. shit. i work fucking 15hrs a day so by the time its saturday if i dont feel like dancing or getting overly excited and some minimal thing then please forgive me, by brain isn't working.
if i make an effort to call you then please do me a common courtesy and call me back. there is usually a reason i am making this call. and if there is no reason then it would be nice to have a chat everynow and then. asuming i actually like you.
if i make an effort to call and you dont pick up and then i msg you and you still dont reply. next time i see you dont ask me where ive been and why i haven't been around much lately. maybe if you picked up your phone, bought some fucking credit and called me every now and then i might actually get off my lazy ass and come and visit you. but wuite frankly if its a choice between taking a step towards entertaining you and getting more sleep then im heading back to the the battle with my snooze button.
if i tell you something that maybe you should not tell the person i was telling you shit about then please please and im talking to you joey, do not tell that particular person that i told you shit about them. please. would be nice.
if for some reason you think that you are the be all and end all of all existance in this universe and that the small minute dramas you have in your life that are so important are really just life shit that happens to every one, and for some reason you cant deal with it, then please take your failing at modern existance and take it out on someone else, preferebly the sorry sod that has chosen you as their mate. because personally i really dont give a shit.
if you come into work and are stoned or drunk and fuck up or are late, then really i dont care what excuse you give me, because i really dont want to hear it. also if you get paid to finish at 6 then stay to fucking 6. no early marks or freebies in the work place. its not a friendship - its a business.
if you are not jesus christ of nazareth born with perfection shoved up his ass, and gleaming the light of the lord, then when it come time too lay judgement on thee wicked......keep your fucking mouth shut because frankly your fucking shit is just as if not worst than my shit. i at least admit to my shortcomings. a elast have the ball to admit to yours. and then we can return to bitching and snickering behind each others back.
if i disown you then your disowned. theres no turnign back. if i talk to you after disowning you then i am being polite.
if ormo lets me down then im not doing shit for anyone. except for mat and joe. im tired and i feel like shit and when it gets to the end im the one that gets fucked. *random comment = its a fucking nature strip for fuck's sake*
if your going to say your going to do something or be somewhere then please fucking tell someone more than 5 minutes before your meant to be there. if you tell me your going to be there at 6 and you call up at 6:30 and tell me you had to work, obviously you knew a little before 6 that you had to work. especially when you get booked weeks in advanced. even still if you tell me you had to work and instead you ened up going out on a date then just fucking tell me your going out on a fuckin gdate. good fucking luck. go ahead have a good time. just fuicking tell me your doing it, rather than lying and telling me some other bullshit like i have to work.
if you know someone that is going to .... say get kicked out of their house and your friends with them and you tell your boyfriend and hes friends with them.. and then he tells he's ex who is your friends ex and then she doesn't tell them. then you may wonder why i didn't coem to your house warming where you ahve also invited the same friends that kicked that particular person out. and now that its been three months and i have asked for my bond back three times and i still haven't got it back then maybe you will understand why i will give you no bar of fucking energy until i get my bond back. its not about the money because really i don't give a shit about that. its the principle. you on the DIS list until i get paid. i do like you but you held out on me. and when the test came you failed. you know i mean you two.
wake the fuck up and get the fuck over it. are you going to have everything handed to you on a silver fucking platter your whole fucking life.
if i have offended you then its because you need to know and that in truth i do like you you have just pissed me off.
and stop wearing those silly looking bubble dresses FFS!
warning this post may contain coarse language.
chesh 'ive had a bad day' monkey
