newies resoulution forethought and reflection
this whole year ive had this constant 'ive got heaps of stuff to do, not enough time not enought time. too many things to do' and now. ive found i have nothing to do. ive got to work still for another week. but ive finished all my stuff on gabe and im finding i actually have time at night after i finish work.
i feel like im in this massive work come down. and now i dont know what to do. maybe i should sleep and catch up on some much needed rest. hmm......
nah. im sure its going to get crazy adn hectic again soon.
i should mention now my new years resoloutions while im near a comp, have enought time and brain energy to think about noting it down so i can check it in a years time.
so
no 1. do not work too much. saying this i have already booked n 6 days a week of work al through january. *sigh*
no 2. spend more time with people i care about and actually like being around.
no 3. get fit again. start trainging and sparring with phil. get my sticks back and eat healthier. i scared myself the other day when i checked out my own physical condition adn seen the extent of damage and thinning that these work hours have done to my body. technically im still 65kilos, the same weight as i have always beeen but i feel weaker than normal and can definitely put that down to over exertion of my energy reserves. ie burning out.
no 4. try.. and i say try very lightly. to not get so angry at people when they let me down. which also means to try and not have too high an expectation on people close to me. i know that i do.
no 5. go to phillipines in may. FFS if i dont go so many people are gunna be pissed off. Including me.
no 6. take joy in joyous things, and to not worry when i get depressed. this ones hard but will see how i go. (and to remember that i am not alone and that i do have people there for me if i need them. ive closed myself off from too many people this year)
no 7. car nonsense.
no 8. try to save some money. soo hard. too many things i wanna do, and if i get time and money i will do them.
no 9. fix werk, fune and avatar (computer)
hmm im sure theres more but lets just try these ones. ok. nice
no 10. (last one) buy a frickin digital camera (EOS, preferably)
n.b. 'it is not until we look back in reflection that we can see the havoc of the wake which have affected others'
--:cheshmonkey signs out:--
i feel like im in this massive work come down. and now i dont know what to do. maybe i should sleep and catch up on some much needed rest. hmm......
nah. im sure its going to get crazy adn hectic again soon.
i should mention now my new years resoloutions while im near a comp, have enought time and brain energy to think about noting it down so i can check it in a years time.
so
no 1. do not work too much. saying this i have already booked n 6 days a week of work al through january. *sigh*
no 2. spend more time with people i care about and actually like being around.
no 3. get fit again. start trainging and sparring with phil. get my sticks back and eat healthier. i scared myself the other day when i checked out my own physical condition adn seen the extent of damage and thinning that these work hours have done to my body. technically im still 65kilos, the same weight as i have always beeen but i feel weaker than normal and can definitely put that down to over exertion of my energy reserves. ie burning out.
no 4. try.. and i say try very lightly. to not get so angry at people when they let me down. which also means to try and not have too high an expectation on people close to me. i know that i do.
no 5. go to phillipines in may. FFS if i dont go so many people are gunna be pissed off. Including me.
no 6. take joy in joyous things, and to not worry when i get depressed. this ones hard but will see how i go. (and to remember that i am not alone and that i do have people there for me if i need them. ive closed myself off from too many people this year)
no 7. car nonsense.
no 8. try to save some money. soo hard. too many things i wanna do, and if i get time and money i will do them.
no 9. fix werk, fune and avatar (computer)
hmm im sure theres more but lets just try these ones. ok. nice
no 10. (last one) buy a frickin digital camera (EOS, preferably)
n.b. 'it is not until we look back in reflection that we can see the havoc of the wake which have affected others'
--:cheshmonkey signs out:--
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