wednesday grad day

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, finally graduated from university. this day was great indeed except for the fact that i was dead tired and didn't sleep untill 6am. got to uni and did all the dress up in gown and mortar board took photos with mum and sat through what seemed like ages for the ceremony. Our guest speaker was extremelly inspirational and gave us some hope that even if we arn't successful early in life then when our mid ages come along that those who did a science degree and were successful were now living boring lives whereas we would be living exciting fruitful lives. Lets hope thats the case when i get to my mid ages which aint that far away anymore.

After my grad lunch with mum, nino who also graduated from theatre, auntie juliette and her new boyf and post grad nap at chaston st place of fine people we headed out to the rsl for some fine drinking. It was good but on the way in i spotted a roulette machine and most of the night was spent fighting the burning asian blood in my veins while i ate and drank. I lost the battle and soon lost my money too. ahh i blame it on green zero's. bastad number.

I then left and needed to piss while i was onthe bus. I held on untill i was wreaking in pain and once the bus stopped at the tourist info centre to let off some elderlies i made a dash and let go into some bushes. i was in soo much pain but managed to stagger slowly into town and picked up K along the way. Of course stonham and rochelle and john will all say that in fact i didn't need to piss at all and really just looked for a reason to hook up with K. they never believe me when shes involved.

The saddest thing about the night was that it was a good night, in wagga, that doesn't happen much. and that all those people i drank with and have been partying and living with for the last three years i'll probably never see again. those people that i like to be with the most are those that i will see the least. this happens usually when things change, those things being circumstance, and recently i come to realise how much circumstance rules our lives and how people are linked together through circumstance and when that circumstance ends then so does the friendship or bond between the two. how many more will i lose to the cycle of circumstance.

short - got real pissed passed out at K's..